This is my voice. This is my rage. I did not consent to this usage of my voice, and I would prefer if it was taken down because I was not aware of the recording at the time it was taken.
I do however recognize artistic freedom, and I understand that if I wanted nobody to hear it, then I ought not to have said it in the first place.
That said, I am going through a mental health crisis right now, and that's no secret. Kittiemarie has forced my hand in releasing this track; in that I have to tell you this is not who I am, this is not who I want to be, but this is a mask I crafted from abuses when I was younger. It's a mask that only comes out when I have been put in fight-or-flight mode, and it is a mask I am having difficulty destroying.
The things I said were real, not satirical, and recorded against my consent. They were also released without my consent, and as such I believe they are inflammatory and potentially detrimental.
I told Kittie she could use this with my consent IF she changed my voice to be unrecognizable as DJDj, as this rage response is not the person I want represented in DJDj. She refused. So I submit this to the community for review.
You all have been so kind and supportive over the years. I trust your judgement on whether or not this is fair game.
Kittitemarie, please take this down. I can't force you to listen, but I can beg you to please have mercy and know I am working on myself. That is why the therapy.
That is why I am homeless even though my name is on the lease, and you and your three kids for whom Ive cared free of charge for two years live there without me.
Even though I've been cleared as mentally stable by multiple institutions.